Currently Listening Faceless By Godsmack Faceless see related

Welcome to Silent Hill.

Yesterday I went and saw Silent Hill with Kyle and Ryan. It is probably the best scary movie I have seen in a while. It is definantily one of those video game movies that doesn't suck. You have got to see it is very creepy.

In other news, my computer is a filthy whore, yes I said "filthy whore" For some retarded reason it can't run whatever ActiveX is and just ends my enternet connection. I can't go to Erica's or Nate's sight..... this is REALLY starting to burn me up.

Besides that I got a new CD, Godsmack: Faceless. I have only listened to about half of the CD and I already know its pretty much awesome.

I have basically nothing else to do this weekend so please comment and give me some refuge from my boredom.

Beware of the one who walks the wind.

Currently Listening Believe By Disturbed Remember see related

Another Day.... Another Dissapointment.

 I really don't have much to say. Well, today was some what better than yesterday. We pretty much did nothing at school today. Although, I feel like a big fat loser with all this talk about how everyone in my class is going to the prom ( or prim..... or whatever you want to call the frikin' thing.) and I don't know of anyone who will go with me, it is very depressing, it sorta ruined my day because everyone in my class is pressuring me to go, and I'm to big of a loser to get a date..... It just really frustrates me.

Oh, I had this CD forever, but since I am new to xanga...... I thought I'd put it on here. It is very good, I definantily recommend it. I may put some lyrics on here later.

*EDIT*

This is a good song. This song only discribes part of what I feel.

Sensation washes over me
I can't describe it
Pain I felt so long ago
I don't remember
Tear a hole so I can see
My devastation
Feelings from so long ago
I don't remember

Holding on to let them know
What's given to me, given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe

Blind your eyes to what you see
You can't embrace it
Leave it well enough alone
And don't remember
Cut your pride and watch it bleed
You can't deny it
Pain you know you can't ignore
I don't remember

If I can remember
To know this will conquer me
If I can just walk alone
And try to escape into me

Nate, I still can't get onto your site. My computer is a freakin' whoremonger and messes up every time I try to!!!!!!!!

Beware of the one who walks the wind.

Today Was Crappyer.

I thought Monday was pretty much the crappiest day of my life........ well, I stand corrected. Today is definantily the crappiest day of my life.

First, I didn't feel all that well, then I got a "C" in Chemistry and I have literally no idea how that happened. I am the one people come to when they are stumped on a problem, there is obviously something amiss here.

Second, my grade in AP History is an "F" because of a HUGE assignment in which I had only one night to do (I forgot about it, excuse me for being human.)

Third, I had to take this gay "College Assesment Test" in which I completely failed (I know my guidence counseler is going to give me the "you're better than that." speech.)

Forth, on my way to 7th period he asked to see my grades and gives me the " you're better than that speech." THEN after school he talks to me in front of like 15 people who all heard him give me another " you're better than that" speech.

On top of that I feel like an idiot, depressed, and humiliated I have to show my parents my progress report any get ripped an new one and get grounded for, like, ever.... I just love being me, espically seeing how the whole world seems to be against me. Is there any end to this seemingly never ending downward spiral that is my life???

*EDIT*

A note to Nate, the reason I haven't commented you is because my computer is a whore and says there is an error every time I try to get on you site. Something about ActiveX I think.

Beware of the one who walks the wind.

Currently Listening Awake By Godsmack Sick of Life see related

Today Was Crap.

 Today was bad. Real bad. Well for starters, I had 5 hours of sleep, I forgot to do section reviews for like 8 chapters in AP History, I have a lot of Chemistry homework, and I have to read the first few chapters of To Kill A Mocking Bird, and last but not least one of my friends (His/Her name shall remain anonymous) hates my guts because of a joke ( It was just a joke, but seeing that you didn't take it that way, I'm sorry.) So in my book, that goes in the category of a pretty freakin' bad day.....I guess you could say I have a bad case of the Mondays.( I would put "haha", but I'm not really in a laughing mood right now, if you know what I mean)

I will stop having a pity party now and go do my crap load of homework. I was going to type lyrics to a song of this CD, but obviously I don't have time.....so I guess I'll just edit this later tonight or tomorrow and put it in there, I guess I'll have to comment people back then too.[sigh]

Beware of the one who walks the wind.

Currently Watching Stargate SG-1 Season 2 Boxed Set see related

I'm Bored.

As you can probably guess from the title, I'm bored. All there was worth doing today was to watch Stargate SG-1, which is not a bad thing Stargate is pretty awesome, but after the 20th episode in row, it gets sorta old.

Besides that the only other relatively entertaining thing I've did this weekend is watcch Red vs. Blue on www.roosterteeth.com, which is a lot of video clips put together using a tweaked version of Halo 2's mulitiplayer, to make a hilarious experiance of two teams of Spartans (the Red and Blue team, incase your brain all the sudden died.) in a fake war against each other. My personal favorite is Caboose on Blue team, he is so dumb that he is just freaking hilarious.

Oh, and here is a quote from Tucker (He's from Blue team) "Bow chicka bow wow."

Well, I'm still bored so how about you all humor me by putting some comments after this so I something have to do worth wasting my time on...hahahaha

Beware of the one who walks the wind.